T.T pls dun cry

sometimes i just hate myself so much

i didnt dare look straight at u
when we talked about it again

its not that i didnt notice that u were almost close to tears
i just knew that if i continued looking at u
i'd finally cry too

u know anot?
my heart was bleeding inside
coz u are the last person that i wish to see cry

all these are just so stupid
its not about u
its not about me either

but why are the both of us so upset

i tried to tell u
its not ur fault

its not
its not
its not
i can repeat it 100 times
just for u
if u wanna know

so pls dun feel sad

why do i feel like such a failure
even 最基本的 the most basic
开心就笑 laugh when ur happy
伤心就哭 cry when ur sad

also 我办不到
cannot do properly

coz if not
how come
when i'm
开心 let ppl say that i'm too over
伤心 then ppl say i'm too sensitive
生气 then will hurt the ppl that i sayang the most

i still think
its better to not let out how u feel ba

no one needs to know
ownself understand better

the best is to just be unnoticeable
quietly carry on ur life
no need ppl know about ur presence also nvm
i rather have that if its like that

aiks
it has been a not so good week

hope next week can be better

原来
喜欢ppl also有罪
讨厌ppl also有罪

neutral the best ba

lol but like sw said
wah i wish bad things happen to her

all i can say to her is that
dun wish bad things for ppl ba

just let it be
all u can wish is that
if ever a bad thing happened to the person u dun like

hope u get to see/know about it ba

hahahah

aiks
讲来讲去
i'm still a mean person

我很坏~!
我该死~!