babi day

god dam

i cried infront of my mum.













































at first be4 anyone came home,
i was like
no worries eileen

its gonna be all rite

but then when my mum came home
and asked like usual
'how are u ?'

i couldnt control my emotions
and just started crying

omg
its like the 1st time since...
i dunno
maybe 10 years?

lol

but was kinda funny act
now when i think of what she asked

'what happened?'
'where pain?'

hahahha
XD

she tot i sakit...

but only now i realised
how confortable it was to be in mum's arms

and how calm it was to hear ur mum's words
they just seem to know what to say
those right words

ish
i must learn it one day

mmm...
wanna thank siew wen too
for her help in the last min

thank god i always help her too when i can
if not i'd feel really really guilty now
haha
for causing such a situation

aiks
wat a day