Babi Pat Po

lol in the morning i was really really mad
never felt like that be4

it was like if someone provoked me even more
i dun think i can resist to
动手打人

lol
its not like i've ever done it be4 la
but it was so pissing me off

ever since the first day i met her
i had this not-so-good feeling towards her

but i was jus like
nah i think too much

even after that
when i found out that not many ppl liked her
and they even talked bad about her

somehow i just kept finding reasons
to like
convince myself that
nah she's not too bad

sometimes would even ignore those bad things
they said about her

but after today
i was like

god damn she's such a b**** after all !
really beh tahan

and i tell u
u shud never talk to an angry person

coz when joanna said
its common sense what

i was like

'......'

what the hell
just coz u got ur bro to ur advantage
u can lanc now is it

i'm very dumb now la
i didnt know huh !
everyone in the whole world know but only i dunno la is it
common sense now la
babinya

lol instead of being defensive of her
u make me even more kanasai towards her

lucky i can control myself to say those words nia
coz i know if i say what i really thought
it wouldnt do any good anyway
not her fault also

find fault with her for what

ever heard of 火上加油
lol coz be4 she said that
i was already boiling inside

so when i heard it
made me boil more

to tell the truth rite
i couldnt think straight that time
all i could think in my head was

恨恨恨恨恨
恨恨去死恨
恨恨恨恨恨
恨恨恨恨恨
恨恨恨恨恨

lol
i'm so mean
but that was how i really felt la

ish
now think back also temperature naik

so fed up with this type of ppl man
so hypocrite
face like so 欠扁
only know how to talk big

aiks
but what to do
this world must have ying and yang ma

got good ppl sure got bad ppl
got leng chai sure got yongsui ppl

the bad ppl will only make the good ppl look better ma
so suan le ba

just hope that from today onwards
i would have ntg to do with her

sorry la this post is abit rude
but cant help me
need to release anger abit

and joanna if ur reading this
i just wish i could tell u that
these days i dunno why
i began to appreciate u more as my fren

like starting from last sem
i sudd realise wat a great fren u are

its not like i didnt know that u were a nice person
its just that i sudd realised that ur much more than what i already thought
seriously

u may not realise how great impact u can have on others
somehow u changed how i see things
like the world isnt so bad after all,
coz of what u are

sometimes i really feel like wanna huggie u, u know ma
coz the things u do rite
really very unexpected sometimes
very very touched de

sorry if today i tunjuk muka abit
i was just mad at that stupid fella la
shudnt have been so emotional

even though in the above i wrote that i was mad
when u said that
i still understand de la
its just normal human reaction

u werent in my shoes so u didnt know

and to that person
i officially hate u now

if u can do me a favour
去死吧
after that
world peace man

ciao